I have the chance of winning an internship with MRPPP. It will be awarded to a single 3rd year student of my uni at the end of the year. Last year the guy that won -an animator- got the latest version of 3DS Max. I don't know about you, but I'd prefer Max.

In addition to this, I have the opportunity to work on a feature length student film after uni has finished for the year. Just a SFX shot - an explosion sequence. Payment will of course be accreditation for our efforts.

Why is life finding new ways to anchor me to this place? I'm sick of being here, I'm sick of being me. I just want to go somewhere where no one knows my name and start over... I've given so many people second chances, why can't I be graced with one?

Right now I just want to forget
and be forgotten